crueLLa de ViL

holla....

just came back from ipoh... xla penat sgt but mood turun naik! cam letih, nk tido tp xleh tido, tengok tv rase cam bosan, cam nk tdo pun iye, tp bila nk tdo, mata xnk lelap plak! aduiiiii, otak aku ni dok berpk nih, tu yg xleh lelap tu....

ermmm, pk psl ape? ikut at, mmg aku nk buat karangan 360 patah perkataan je kat blog ni! if nk suruh aku buat cerpen pendek pun bleh, tp memandangkan blog ni ntah sesape leh bace (dont think tht i dont know u r reading my blog), baik aku simpan je niat tu! krg jadi lain lak.... selagi leh simpan, simpan, nanti if dh xleh, letop lah sesuka at....mcm bomb timer lak aku!!!! tp jari aku ni ringan sgt nk type ape yg aku nk bebel! tahan.... tahan....

ermm, bile la aku ni jd cruel cm CRUELLA DE' VIL dlm cite 101 dalmations tu??? bukan aku nk amek kulit org buat coat tp carpet! sesekali jd kejam, ape salahnye... kan? kan? kan? bukan sorang je candidate nye, beberape candidates la gak, lelaki & pompuans... cukupla buat carpet kecik

*iklan* today, honda abah aku accident lagi 4 2nd time! haiyakkkk!!!!!!

AnoTher DaY....

another day of puasa day for me.... so ade la time nk mengupdate kan? kan? kan?

today, ari yg sgt xbest, pepagi dh 'down', bukan marah, bukan nk hangin 1 badan, bukan nk moody, but just frustrated! rase dibetrayed! dh lame xrase camni, last time is last year kot? or last 2 years... smpai kene hypertension, operation bagai, so nk kene lagi ke this time? hypertension again?? aduii, xlarat dah beb, hospitalized for 4days, enough for me!! thought everythings are fine, happy ever after, but my mistakes, xjage hati sendiri dulu, dok sibuk jage hati org lain!

ermm, naper time2 'down' cmni kite suka dgr lagu sedih huh? lagi sedih, lagi best! hahahaha....layan prasaan tol aku! ape kate korang? betol x aper yg aku ckp nih?? ermmm, pk la sendiri...aku nk g layan prasaan aku sendiri skrg...

tetiba sedap plak aku dgr lagu ni ...

Hinder - Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
'Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

'Cause something's changed
You've been acting so strange
And it's taking its toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more every day
Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd say
I'm fine without you

Called you up 'cause it's been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

'Cause something changed
You were acting so strange
And it's taken its toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more every day
Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd say
I'm fine without you

'Cause something changed
You were acting so strange
And it's taken its toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave
Whoa! Yeah!

Without you, I live it up a little more every day
Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd say
I'm fine without you

Without you!
Without you!
Without you!

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather

FionA HeadBanD

hi guys!!!

after monyok2 time tengahari tadi, mood aku berjaya dipulihkan after dpt present dari singapore.... mentang2la aku suka pkai hairband, aku dpt FIONA HEADBAND!!! wpun aku xlayan cite shrek ni, tp im happy la cuz dpt something, TQ!!

haaa... ni lah yg aku dpt, plastic bag from universal studio singapore, fiona headband and 2 singapore dolar.....tengkiu, tengkiu

ni lah fiona headband nye...


haaa.... ini xde kene mengene ngn cite kat atas, saje letak, baik kn kucing aku ni, tdo atas lengan beb

LeaVe me..

ermmm, nk bebel aper ah? jarang nk cite sedih2 dlm blog ni, tp xperla kan, skali skala, bukan nk tuju kat sesape pun! since yesterday mood turun naik, kejap ok, kjap ko, aku ke yg touching lebih ni? ermmm, ntahla.... this morning, im ok, but afternoon mood jd xbaik.... sedih, kecik at, jauh at, trasa at, semua ada....bila psl bab2 hati ni, mmg camni, terus mood xbaik.... tp life must be go on jugak wpun aku sgtla xde mood nih! rase nak melepek atas katil aku je, then tido! malas nk pk.... aku bila mood xbaik ni, aku mls nk bercakap, so just leave me alone ok....

PMS ke aku? ishkkk, xlahh, aku dok puasa dgn jaya nye nih!!! byk lagi hari yg aku kene bertarung nihhhh! what else huh? nothing la.... tata

PTPTN & MARA

Holaaaaa.....

Cam biasa la introduction aku, ermmm lama xupdate! bukan xnak update, tp biasa la kije byk, outstation lagi...dah smpai umah, malas nk update, mengantok pun sama....so tu yg tak update2 blog ni! so, today puasa, so ade la time aku nk update time lunchy nih!

ermmm, few days back, aku dgn bangganye nk bgtau, aku dah start byr PTPTN aku! hahahahah! well, after 2 years abis blaja, br tergerak hati nk byr.... sgt xsenonoh aku! bukan ade duit lebih ke, gaji naik ke yg menyebabkan aku start nk byr... tp ntahla, tetiba rase nk start byr! taubat dah kot!hahahhahahaha.....wpun xbyk if nk di compare kan dgn jumlah pinjaman, but atleast aku byr!! ok whatttt......

and today, this morning, aku byr utk MARA lak! nk buat camne....MARA for diploma, PTPTN for degree.... hebat tak aku? semua pinjaman aku nk kebas! wikwikwik.... ntahla, dah start byr loan ni, rase bangga semacammmmm...... doa2lah kan yg aku akan byr lagi for next2 month! muahahahha

PTPTN

MARA

nOthinG muCh

Haloo..... today dok umah je, xpegi opis pun, my body allergic to something, so bdn sgtla gatal2, xbleh start menggaru, hah amek kau mulalah cm monkey aku! dah g clinic yesterday, but today g lagi....but stil dok tergaru2 cm monkey! damn! what happen to me nih??? miang 1 bdn! so what else to do? just dok melepek kat umah.....

ermm, what else huh? dok umah 1 ari, bace2 la article kat internet nih, i like this sentence......
"I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you."

so, people out there, please stop lying to each other, is not good! i dont know what is ur intention ,but what ever it is, dont lie, cuz it's HURTSSS!!!

mOOd kuRenG

today 1st july 2010...today, cam xhapy sgt...mood kureng baik, why huh? balik opis terus xde mood.. anak gajah aku ilang kot? ermm, arghhhh, xhapy nye!!!!!!! ilang kehappinessan (rosak bm aku) yg aku dpt 3 months nih...